My life feels in constant motion. I’m not sure how long this will last or if it will ever end.
Motion as in chaos.
I’m making monumental decisions about my life. Where. When. What.
It must be done. Things are different now, though I’m holding on, and I must change with it.
For now my focus is the gym and hang-outs when I want to. You could say I’m hiding out but I feel focused. As much as possible when life feels so distracted and unrelenting. My break is books and keeping away from others.
This year is transitional and next year will be bigger. I see things ahead, on the horizon. Maybe to be expected by some but for me…it’s finally happening.