Little and Big Wins

There has been so much sacrifice that I devour a chance to spend money on myself. Purely selfish. I also devour a chance to be social and have that be free. Little win.

1. Feeling I’m worthy to spend money on.
2. Being frugal and have it go unnoticed, it’s a turn on.

If I can go each day with a little win this year will rock.

Year goals for big wins:
1. Pay off Debts – credit card, dr bills, cell phone cancellations. (Car and student loan will remain gradual)
2. Gradually get more physically fit – health, appearance and mental.

Currently that’s the list. Yay for little wins.


Quotant Quotable

Americans, who make more of marrying for love than any other people, also break up more of their marriages, but the figure reflects not so much the failure of love as the determination of people not to live without it.” – Morton Hunt

As I lay awake

The moment I dislike being single the most: laying in bed, forcing sleep, listening to the rainfall.

I miss feeling someone next to me. Their warmth, their security. Most of all the vulnerability. How pure and innocent they look when the day is gone and all that’s left are hopeful thoughts of tomorrow.  The worries aren’t hanging on their face anymore.

The sleep sighs and small “dreamy” sounds. Roll-overs that bring them closer to you. Squeezes in the middle of the night.


My favorite moments with you were when we slept. It was there I felt it when you loved me the most and there I felt it when it was all over.